I´m feeling really strange today. I´m annoyed, anxious, agitated, irritated, restless, sad and bunch of other things, all at the same time. Weird. The only explanation I have for this emotional roller-coaster is that today hasn´t exactly been the greatest day ever. Not that it´s been exactly bad either, just... bland.
I didn´t go shopping after all, although maybe I should have. I might be feeling better now if I had. Oh well, I shall try again tomorrow.
I´m a bit stressed out too. Last night, me and couple of my friends decided that they would come to my place on Wednesday and we´d have a sort of a "girls night in". I was really starting to look forward to it, but today some things didn´t go the way I had planned and now it´s really uncertain, if this meeting will happen after all. That really sucks, because I haven´t seen these girls for a way too long time. And soon we´ll all start school again, all of us in different places, and probably won´t be able too see each other very much. :(
Damn. It´s rather exhausting to feel this irritated all the time. There really are days, one should just stay in bed. :P
Maybe I should just start watching some movie and forget reality for a while.
If I wasn´t so nervous about starting university in two weeks, I might actually be happy for getting something useful to do for a change. But unfortunately I am nervous. Sometimes plain terrified. But I´m certain I´ll be okay, once I get a hold of myself and my nerves, and just go there. At least I don´t have to move out of town because of my studies, like some of my friends. And I have a place to study, unlike some other friends of mine. And it´s also nice to meet new people. :)
Oh, and cd-project; still progressing. This has to be a new record. I need to finish it this time.